I have a fear of death.
I recently finished a really good manga called “Happy World!”, it talks about a angel sent from the heavens to protect a guy that is ‘god’s child’ and that he was the one that has unfortunate luck. The story gets really complicated, but it was so interesting with so much depth that I developed profound feelings towards the story plot.
One part of the manga was talking about the existence of god, and that even angels haven’t seen the god that supposedly created them. Another part was that when someone dies and have done good deeds, they can either become an angel or reincarnate.
I fear of death because I fear that once I die, my memories would be erased and I would never again remember the things that I’ve done, the people I loved and everyone that was important to me. I fear that everything I lived for would disappear with just the stop of a heartbeat. I had this fear since I was probably 5, and sometimes cry at night wishing I was immortal. (Of course I was only 5)
When I read this manga about reincarnation and a choice of being an angel, I think if it was up to me, I would be an angel. Although reincarnate and relive another life is awesome, but I want to be the angel that looks over humans. Being an angel means that I can also remember my life as a human, besides I always wanted those awesome white feathery wings!
I recommend people who enjoys reading manga to take a look at this series. The angel is adorable, her name is Elle.
Here’s a picture:
Elle from Happy World!