MangOverload

Last night, I dreamt that fireflies was surrounding my room. Nature is so beautiful, it shows what ‘love’ really is.
Today is “Write Love on Her Arms” and it’s a organization for support of people who suffer from depression, self-harm, suicide. I really think this is meaningful and it really shows a lot of women around the world suffers with a bad background.
I’ve been watching CSI-trilogy (CSI meets CSI:Miami and CSI:New York) and it talks about thousand of women in the US who are used for human trafficking. It was so horrible! Many women were treated badly, and were used for harvesting, and prostitution. It was so painful to think that there are these cases out there, and we can’t stop it.

Anyway, I’m heading to class soon.

Love can heal the scars on her arms. TWLOHA. <3

I’m currently in class, supposedly listening to Post-WWII Japanese Americans but instead I’m blogging.

Hello, I haven’t touched you in a month! *touch* School has been really hectic, I’m not doing so well and that frustrates me. I study hard and I’m always in class, just that when it comes to exam taking…I struggle. ):

I’ve been having a really bad month. I can’t seem to organize my stuff…and I worry about how much I can or cannot take. I need some moral support!

Most of the students in this class didn’t show up, and most of them are asleep in this class. The professor is a nice guy, just that his lectures aren’t that interesting. He doesn’t make sure people answer his questions. He would ask the question, wait there awkwardly, and then mumble answers himself.

I need to blog more…it doesn’t take that long to write what’s on my mind! I need some encouragement.

I’m going to end this blog short…I’ll edit it later.

Live Happy, Live Free

I used to write a lot more when I had more time to do so. Now it seems like nothing is ever done! Everytime I’m finish with one task, three more tasks appear…I don’t know whether or not I should be stressed, but I feel like I want my High School life back. When I was in High School, those tasks didn’t mean anything, it was all little tiny homeworks, no responsibility and I don’t need to worry about what I would/need to do for the weekend.

I really miss my old friends, I miss the fact I could be carefree, smile and be happy without worrying whether or not I have to read four chapters in one day, or if I have a huge law test to take.

I don’t think I’m happy. I don’t want to say I’m unhappy, but just not happy.

Plain people will always stay plain, and they will never understand the interesting people. Just like water with oil.

I’ll make water mix with oil, no matter how many times I’ll stir it.

I’ll keep stirring.

As far as I’m concerned, MMORPGs are quite boring. Well after awhile of leveling, if you’re not in a ‘guild’ it’s really boring to walk around and do nothing.

I play Ragnarok, mainly because it doesn’t require a lot of graphics and it has a lot of cute monsters (kind of like maplestory). Anyway, if none of you guys have see “The Guild” on youtube, I suggest you do. It’s a web show that’s based off of a couple of gamers that play a MMORPG and they’re all in the same guild. It’s quite funny because it talks about their real ‘lives’ and their lives in the game.

My point is, that they’re becoming really famous now and I would like for you to go and check it out. They recently (Felicia Day) released a music video called “Would you want to date my avatar”. Very nicely made, and the song is just freaking stuck in your head. It’s stuck in mine!

I’m starting school on Monday, and it’s my second year in college. I’m kind of anxious but at the same time nervous I won’t do so well this semester. I really enjoy studying business but there are just so many terms I don’t think I can ever understand. I totally need tutoring.

Anyway wish me luck. Just a short blog since I haven’t been blogging at all!

By the way, the weather’s really crappy lately…meaning that it’s been freaking 90+ degrees, and I’m already in campus so I can’t go to the beach or whatever.

Live, Love, Laugh.

I have a fear of death.

I recently finished a really good manga called “Happy World!”, it talks about a angel sent from the heavens to protect a guy that is ‘god’s child’ and that he was the one that has unfortunate luck. The story gets really complicated, but it was so interesting with so much depth that I developed profound feelings towards the story plot.

One part of the manga was talking about the existence of god, and that even angels haven’t seen the god that supposedly created them. Another part was that when someone dies and have done good deeds, they can either become an angel or reincarnate.

I fear of death because I fear that once I die, my memories would be erased and I would never again remember the things that I’ve done, the people I loved and everyone that was important to me. I fear that everything I lived for would disappear with just the stop of a heartbeat. I had this fear since I was probably 5, and sometimes cry at night wishing I was immortal. (Of course I was only 5)

When I read this manga about reincarnation and a choice of being an angel, I think if it was up to me, I would be an angel. Although reincarnate and relive another life is awesome, but I want to be the angel that looks over humans. Being an angel means that I can also remember my life as a human, besides I always wanted those awesome white feathery wings!

I recommend people who enjoys reading manga to take a look at this series. The angel is adorable, her name is Elle.
Here’s a picture:

Elle from Happy World!

I know many of you know what happened to the Gosselins and although it might not seem interesting to you, it is to me.
If some of you don’t know what I’m talking about, well then you need to check out this show in TLC called “Jon and Kate Plus Eight”, it’s about Jon and Kate (“married couple”) who had twin girls and sextuplets (three boys, three girls). The show was put on TLC to view their lives, and how the children grows up. It’s a fun show, since their children are quite adorable.

After ten years of marriage between Jon and Kate, Jon files for divorce. If you watch the show, you watch Jon becomes “older” by his ‘balding’ problem, and impatient with basically everything. Everything went chaotic few months ago when paparazzi found Jon ‘clubbing’ with younger women. For someone who has 8 kids and a wife of ten years, it shows how much Jon wanted out in the family. Although I do understand that men needs some ‘relaxing’ times, but after that incident, you start to show Jon’s true self.

I find it incredibly sad, not for the couple but for the children. They are still very young and probably do not understand what ‘seperation’ really means. I do hope they will grow up to be in a less dysfunctional family, since there are so many of them. What hurts the most is that world wide audiences watch this couple and these children grow up, and this sad breaking news about divorce kind of breaks apart everything people have seen so far.

Is love really that fragile? Even with eight kids that they both put so much effort raising them and loving them, ten years of marriage and what Kate claims to be kind of “Love at first sight” they manage to break apart?

Anyway, this is just based off of my opinion, and not really ‘legitamite’ feelings, it’s hard to really tell who’s to blame or what really went on between the couple because we’re not them. We have to understand how both of them are feeling.

On a bigger note, I’m back-ish. I haven’t blogged in awhile because I have a lot of things going on. I recently just started a server, and continue making my necklaces and phone straps. I’m going back upstate for college real soon so I will be busy busy busy!

Be free, Be happy, Smile.